please dont fall apart, :/

pictures will be up very soon, im lazy to upload them as usual. tehee.

anyway october has been a busy month, but ill be even busier in the upcoming months. events, schedules planned far ahead. my next 2 saturdays have already been booked! weekly routines just make me feel so drained and i need a break really. church musical practices frisbee church again, camps, meetups family time, parties, school&projs, winter league maybe. so much things and commitments to account for in so little time, i can feel the fatigueness im about to face and that feeling of just wanting time to stop. 24hours for urban-action-hectic-fast-moving-pace-society and civilisation is definitely not enough. i think im trying to juggle and cope and currently doing a pretty good job, cept for the fact that im always tired! ):

my lack of sleep and rest and eaten into me that ive gotten so used to sleeping near 3 everyday. this is bad. i feel like im going to grow old very quickly without my beauty sleep ): its been raining for the past few days and sometimes it does make me feel better.

so, i met amer today after school to chill out at town pretty late nearing 8 but we chilled talked ate, shopped, it was fun. like we've all grown up so much more than just those kids that use to know nothing but play in the school bus and those childish big quarrels we had. its like just a meetup that brought hearts closer again and i like this feeling. i know shes there for me :D

thank God class is at 1 tmw ends at 4 hopefully i wont be late! soooo tooodles [:

xoxo.