THIS SPELLS LOVE [:pizzaparty @nats on friday.
peektures up soon.
my brain is really going crazy.
seriously, why does such a sucky feeling ever exist?
i miss my friends, i miss everyth that wasnt the same before this.
i have so many things left unsaid, undone, unshared.
my friendships taken so long to be built up,
dashed away by busyness of life,
taken away by the hecticness of this society.
whywhywhy? what is this.
I HATE THIS.
no it shouldnt be like this.
part of me hopes for someth different.
maybe like a miracle to happen which is impossible. gah.
i was watching television today.
and part of it, someone said someth that stuck me.
i find a part of myself in that line she said.
im investing on cameras because its always worth it.
i need that lomo cam to shoot down my memories.
i love photgraphs because time stops in that instant,
in that picture. nothing ever changes in there.
it will always be the same, no matter how you look at it.
the happy times are always nostalgic and touching.
like theres only one of that moment in the whole universe.
& this is all i have left, now.
xoxo
DEANNA D LIM
